I may actually upload some pictures and designs i've been working on in classes...of course I don't expect them to be uploaded this week- at least not until the weekend, but I suppose it's the thought that counts.

School has slowly been disintegrating my sanity, which may actually produce more interesting work, but in the mean time I feel like I'm watching the world pass by...and i'm not actually living in it. I believe the quote that would fit this best is that I'm existing, but not living.

As interesting as projects are and new things that i'm learning everyday, life feels too consistent...nothing is really changing...or at least, i'm not, which may be even worse. I know that the creativity for my own personal ideas and projects are right there, but they're juuuust out of reach, tucked away so perfectly behind a curtain in my mind.

I want to tear through that curtain. That is my goal. Before the year is up, I want to create something that has nothing to do with any school related projects, finish it, step back, and be genuinely proud to say "I created this..." whatever it may be.

...and then...

i might actually upload it to deviantart...eventually ^_^